Tan Family ^^

Tan Family
From left- Ephine, Elsperth, Erene, Eunice, Eslyn

Sitting- Elbert, Mom and Dad

Tan Siblings

Love this picture so much...^^

Tan Sisters...

From left- San jie, Da jie, Shi jie, Er jie, wen...hehe ^^

Tan Family ++ Cute cousin (part of my family) hong jie...

Always thank god and appreciate for being part of the family...

Yesterday 5.30pm, dad reached KMM finally...
8pm reached banting...
went to bomba mamak stall with 3rd sis...
today early morning 8am, woke up and have my breakfast with 3rd sis and dad...
i drive manual car...dad sit beside me and teach me the right way to change gear...
although get my car licence long time ago, but the poor driving skills....aiks...
drive auto better...haha ^^

later going to meet with camelsss...yuhoo!!! ^^


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Gift from God (Part II)

Last night call to all my family...
the first person i called always mom...
so long time din talk phone with her d...
yesterday chat with dad and mom for an hour...
next thursday maybe dad come to KMM to fetch us back hometown...
so happy...yuhoo!!!
Yesterday also get their permission to go genting with frens when raya holiday...
dad and mom give me go....hahaha...
that day er asked me: u have to ask for permission de? i thought u sure on de..
i told her: ya...i know my parents will let me go but i hope they say "yes" first only i say "yes"...
er: good good...wen, u "zhang da" le...haha

ya...Tahan trip is a meaningful trip for me, but the biggest mistake i had made is i join the trip without my parents permission. That why after Tahan, i always tell myself not to repeat my mistake again. Nowadays, i learn to respect them, communicate with them and understanding them. And only i realised that before de me reali as "ren xing" as "he" say. Now learning to be a more good person.

I have so many topics with mom...we talked about politic, family, my study, my fren, my future, my holiday plan, my life and ....
Few months ago, a lot of unhappy things happened on me.
make me feel that life is not wonderful and as good as camels said...
my daily activity is cry...eating cry, having class also cry, bath cry, before slep must cry...
that time reali the toughest moment i never been through in my life...
but my family give me hope...
my camelsss sis make me smile...
Then only i wake up and continue my life...
keep encourage myself...

Before this, i always keep my feeling in heart...
i will not tell others when i'm sad...
i always pretending i'm happy all the time...
whatever decision i had made, i won't tell others...
i never discuss with my family before i make a decision...
that why my mom always duno what happened on me...
sometimes she want to know my things still have to go and ask hiao ni...
now look back my "before and after"...reali change a lot...
Nowadays, i will call and talk with my mom at night...
i will talk everything with her...
i will let her know what happened on me and how i think...
i will ask her opinion and concern about her...
Now, she is the person know everything about me...
she understand me and support me all the time...
Thanks dad and mom...^^

After call my parents, i call...
~Da jie...plan for family gathering this raya holiday, chat about my business study...
~Er jie...chat for an hour too...coz too much sampat things to talk...haha...we talk about entertainment, what's the latest movie and pla pla pla....
~San jie...she is busying so we din't talk much...
~Shi Jie...talk bout our raya holiday plan, our life recently, my coming taiwan trip and ATM...hahaha
~Koko...concern about his exam retake and talk some nonsense la....hahaha

After ended all family call...send a message for my cousin hong ping which is having his UPSR examination this week...wish him all the best for the exam and GAMBATEH !!! hehe ^^
Love my family so much...after chat with them...reali feel so so so happy...and din't finish my math homework...alamak...haha ^^


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Gift from God (Part I)

Last night call to all camelsss...
chat with them and keep laughing...

~so miss hiao ni...
always make me laugh and wun feel sad or moody when she's around...
before come to malacca study...always yam cha talk talk talk...
laugh laugh laugh....always hang out with her...very happy...
when i'm facing any problem, she will always be the first person to help me or console me...
we are neighbour, that why we almost see each other everyday. We playing together since i'm 4 years old until now...14 years fren and will be forever fren too...
actuali we are not fren, we just like sister or family...always heart connected and 100% mo qi...
she know me more than everyone...no need any connection, we can know what each other thinking...geng leh...haha

~so miss sampat yi...
we always jogging together...always sharing our problems and try to find out the solutions together...we also long time din play ping pong together le...
i always jogging alone here coz no fren like jogging...
they duno play ping pong too...miss u this partner leh....haha
we always have non-stop topic...can talk from morning until night...
she's a good listener...always know my feeling well...
when preparing for SPM, we keep encourage each other to work harder...
we are not that stress coz always accompany each other burn midnite oil...
drink coffee together...haha

~so miss sweet yuong...
everytime i joke...talking funny storry...sure she will be the 1st person to laugh and her laughing pattern reali will make the story teller laughing till cant continue the story...hahaha...
she is always happy all the time...everything take it easy...
have a simple sweet smile but can make ppl happy...this la our yuong...
she is a very simple gal but can bring a lot of happiness for others...
miss the time we two at uncle yam and then running to secret recipe to make the birthday album for hiao ni...haha

~so miss cute gal...
although she is the youngest among five of us...but she is quite mature and have the lowest "laughing point"...haha...everytime suan siao yiyi and her...sure she will keep laughing and scold me "siao wen"...always say me sampat coz i like to make fun and suan siao her...haha...
although we study at the same school before, but never talk with each other...until last year GBBM camp, we take part in the countdown show together and only i realise she is as sampat as us...
she always be our listener...din talk much but laugh a lot...haha

Before i come to malacca study, they have make an album for me...
the album always accompany me when i'm sad or happy here...
must open it and see see their face before i sleep...
after close the album,
sometimes tears will drop down...
sometimes smile will come out...
coz inside the album full with our sweet memories...

They all are gift from God...
Tan Family and this four camels are the best gift for me given by God...
always appreciate the everything i have...
appreciate the best gift god has given me...
Thank god ^^

Camelsss...miss u all so much...
1 wek more holiday loo...
wait me ya...i will be back very soon!!! hehe ^^


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Human History Made From Decisions

Last night, all non-bumiputra have to go to Kuliah 1 for a ceramah..
Sir showed us a video to motivate us for the coming PSPM (Final exam)...
It's quite interesting...
This was the phrase i learnt from the video...
"Human History Made from Decisions"...
this phrase make me think a lot...
Yes...every decisions we had made were creating our own history.

Everyone has its own history...
My history?? Erm...interesting...
Make your history as interesting as u can...


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Empty Life ~~

Last week i didn't bec hometown...
stay at hostel with er er and how yee.
Friday night i already started moving my bei bei, clothes and homework to how yee's room...
three tham jia po ate cup noodle before slep...
slep till 10am just woke up...haha
Saturday night, we borrow ah liao's laptop and watch hong kong drama "lie huo xiong xin"...
three tham jia po ate cup noodle+milo+"ping pong" biscuit and watch until 2am...
then fell aslep...haha
Sunday slep till 11am just woke up...after lunch, went to bilik tutor continue our drama...
haha...

Today Tuesday d...waiting Friday coming coz can back home finally....yuhoo!!
3 days holiday...must go watch movie...haha ^^


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Home Sweet Home ^^

17/08/2009

That day around 1.30pm, dad reached KMM and pick me up...
on the way bec...dad say want buy "huo long guo" coz last two weeks when he sent me bec KMM, i got told him i want to eat...he still remember til now...
reali so touch....hehe ^^
when reached home, mom went JJ shopping d, just left me alone at home...
so take a nap until 6.30pm...
around 10.30pm, went to airport with dad, mum and 3rd sis...
coz 2nd sis going to arrive soon...
11.30pm...saw 2nd sis finally...fat fat bi still so fat...but make curly hair d...
haha...so long time no see her....
after bec home, ate "huo long guo"...then fall aslep...

Saturday early morning, we went to ah chew have our breakfast together...
after that...all were start busy preparing and depart to 1st sis hse, PJ around 12pm...
dad, mom and 3rd sis went to UM 1st as they have to go to the hall earlier....
1st sis hse was juz like our fashion hse...
all choosing a nice skirt to wear....
she was reali a "shopping queen"...always buy a lot of nice skirts and clothes...
went to her hse to choose skirt reali the smartest choice we had made....haha

after 2nd sis and me pick out a nice skirt...then started to make up until 3pm....

after that, we went to oldtown to have our lunch....
Then, around 4pm moved to UM...
waiting 4th sis to come out and it was raining heavily that time....
all standing in front the hall to wait....the place was so crowded...
it was stop raining when 5pm they come out from hall....
we gave her the flower....and all started to take photo....
dad and mom were too hungry that time...they went to oldtown eat 1st....
while 2nd sis stay there to be 4th sis's camera gal...
me pulak becum ah sam po....help them take bag....haha

It was start raining again around 6.30pm....
we then quickly went to oldtown to meet with dad and mom...
After that...we depart to Telok Gong to have our dinner...
We reached there around 8.30pm...
first time went there...there was "people mountain people sea"...
but they served us quite fast also...all were so tired looks....
That time, dad suddenly told me he wanted to fetch me back on sunday...
I was so sad and curi-curi cry out...3rd sis accidentally saw me cry and keep laughing on me...
she was so shock and keep comfort me....haha ^^

After dinner, we back home and reached banting around 11pm.
That night was so tired...cancel all the night activities and decided to sleep early...
zzzzz....
Sunday early morning, we wake up around 9.30am...
2nd sis and me go da bao breakfast...
back home already 11pm and all already dressing and make up...
we two also quickly bath and prepare coz we were going to a studio in Klang to take whole family photo...
all TAN sisters wear BLACK dress that day...
yuhoo!!!

Then, we rushed to Klang there already 2pm...
After took photo...all sisters decided to have a gathering at AEON bukit tinggi since we already long time din't gather together...
but but but...dad asked me to back with him that time coz want to send me back malacca d...
I'm so sad...cha diam diam cry again...
the mood was so down and feel so so sad...
coz i thought dad will send me bec on monday.
haiz...
After back home, quickly start packing and have my dinner...
then, around 5.30pm we depart from home sweet home to malacca...

on the way back, i keep comfort myself...
dad and mom were so tired this two days...but still have to drive so far send me back school...
I should appreciate already...
hehe...thank you so much ^^


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TAN Family Gathering ^^

This saturday (15/08/2009) is my 4th sis, ephine's convokesyen at University Malaya...
so, whole family is going to attend on that day...
Yesterday went to HEP to apply leave for this Saturday "Class Ganti"...
just now went to HEP again...but she still not approve yet...aiks...
Hopefully, tomorrow can back home sweet home la...miss home...hehe ^^

That day dad told me he will come to pick me up tomorrow...
so touch and happy...yuhoo!!!!
tomorrow night, 2nd sis, bibi will arrive KLIA around 10pm...
finally, can meet with her le...
so long time no see her d...i think from CNY till now bah...half year more le...
miss her so much...hehe...
Saturday will be sis's convo and Sunday will go Klang to take whole family picture...
Last time, 2nd sis's convo whole family picture less 1 person----koko...
finally, this time can take a complete family photo le...hehe...
This weekend will be a sweet family gathering...yuhoo!!! ^^

And i miss hometown...miss home sweet home...
miss TAN family...miss camel....miss Banting friends...
miss kheng's 3 layers....
miss bah kut teh....
miss uncle yam white coffee...
miss miss miss......hehe ^^


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Enjoyable Holiday ^^

Two weeks holiday was over...
today was the 2nd day i back to my college KMM.
I thought i will be so unhappy and sad cause going to start the busy study life again...
but when sunday back to school, i'm not that sad actually.
This short holiday was so meaningful and enjoyable for me...
and so appreciate can join fo tang camp once again.
Although din't spend all the time together with them...
but really enjoy all the moment we burn midnite oil making the gift for taiwan frens...
sleeping at yuong's hse ktv, fell down when sleeping on the chair, 3 camels laugh till stomachache...
have our breakfast together with another "hui wen", although she is quite...zzzz
but that morning she reali make "fun" and all camelss laugh til cry again....
i become ah gal...and ah gal become "hui wen" pulak...all ppl was blur which 1 our real name....
hahaha...
the 2nd day...i drive to condo find camelsss....
so sad when see hiao yi's lips...
she knocked down a table when sleeping...
bengkak like pig lips and keep bleeding...
see all the tissues that full with her blood in that plastic bag...reali so scare...

Then, we terus fetch her go to Dr Lau's clinic...but din open that day...
so we went to another clinic near kanjong darat there...
the doctor said hav to either jahit or use glue to paste the hole on her lips...
we're so scare and worry...
finally, the doctor decided to use glue...
when see the doctor paste it...hiao yi looks pain and scare...
my heart was so pain...so hope she can recover as fast as possible...
lao shi bao you...^^

Just now when lunch break...heard my frens said that our skul got 4 students prove as positive for H1N1 d...maybe we hav to stop class for 1 week....
all start to wear mask and just received my dad's call asking about my school H1N1 case...
hopefully can back home la...hehe ^^


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唱K

昨晚八点，
妈，三姐和我决定去neway唱K，
因为真的好久没去了，
去到centro neway已是9pm，
进房后，就开始吃buffet，
接近十点，肚子胀得挤不下了，
就开始唱歌了。

我和三姐一开始唱，
没想到妈也跟着唱，
她也会唱流行曲耶！
年轻人的歌，妈都会跟着字幕哼，
还会拉高音，超好笑的！
哈哈哈！

唱到接近一点，妈很爱睡了，
三姐明天也要工作，
就回家了……
星期日越来越靠近，
好不想回校哦！又要开始读书的日子了，
好累好累！
明天晚上，会跟大姐，三姐和四姐去看戏，
好久没看戏了！
yuhoo~~
希望，可以观赏完camp的表演才离开吧！
hehe……

是时候做功课了啦！
math到现在都还没动到，放在桌上摆美好几天了……
haiz……
待会应该会去住yuong家，帮忙gao dim完明天camp的东西……
camel又要gather loo……haha ^^


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说谎记^^

前天晚上12点多，
我和三姐决定去mcd吃宵夜，
又担心妈妈念￥%%￥%#
所以就决定趁妈妈进房后才出去，
五分钟后，我和三姐上了车，
妈以为我们要放车进来，
结果，我们start了engine，开了车镜，
大喊：“妈，我们出去喝茶了har！！”
就开车走人了……
妈妈也speechless了……哈哈！

昨晚，我和三姐又没节目了，
我们便约了一起去bukit tinggi station 1听歌喝茶。
没告诉妈妈，因为知道她又要念了，决定偷偷去……哈哈！
我在做着功课，妈妈却约我出去，说要请我喝茶，
三姐就说要用车，叫妈换改天。
突然，在客厅的我，电话响了……
一看电话，是三姐打来，
三姐在房间啊，怎么会打来？奇怪耶……
雯：喂……
三姐：你假装我是你朋友打来har，因为妈妈在客厅。
雯：温欣，找我啊？
三姐：是咯！相约你喝茶可以吗？
雯：可以啊！哪里哦？
三姐：mcd咯！再过五分钟，我去载你har！
雯：好啊！拜拜！
（一卦掉电话，狂笑！）
雯：yea……温欣找我喝茶！（讲给妈妈听的）

我便进房，跟三姐讨论了策略，
￥%#￥#%#……
五分钟后，策略出来了，
我们换了衣后，就决定跟plan走了。
我一出到客厅，就坐在沙发，
三姐走了出来，
三姐：妈，出去喝茶了har……
雯：蓉，等一下！你可以tumpang我去mcd吗？
三姐：你要去那边做么？
雯：我约了温欣她们喝茶。
三姐：叫你朋友来载你啦！
雯：不要啦！她们坐在那边喝茶了，又叫人家来载，很paiseh勒！
三姐：哟……你很麻烦的啦！
雯：快点啦！tumpang我去啦！
三姐：走啦！最后一次了啊！不要再叫我载来载去啊！
雯：好啦好啦！妈，出去了har！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
一上车，又狂笑了！！！
真的超好笑的……去喝茶而已，还要偷偷摸摸，
在station 1，接到四姐的电话，
她听完我们的故事后，乱笑，还骂我们很坏……
我们不是故意的啦！很怕妈念啊……所以选择偷跑出来……
哈哈！

有点内疚，今晚要跟妈喝茶了啦！
但又要进佛堂开会，怎么办呢？aiks……
最近的时间观念越来越差了，
应该要好好安排时间了，
假期要结束了……sienzzzz


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Untitle

昨天下午3pm跟hiao ni去uncle yam废了几下，
有点无聊，除了冰，小强，x……
我们没话讲了，平时天天通电话的我们，
竟然也会没话讲。哈哈！
之后，去了ah gal家，
雯的废点变高了，
gal的笑点变低了，
不断玩“gal和yiyi”……
笑死人了！哈哈！
好久没见到gal，差不多一个多月了，
见到她很开心，晚上收到她的好消息，
她可以去佛堂camp了……yuhoo!!
希望找一天，camel可以全部gather啦！

晚上，跟hiao ni进去佛堂，
会议结束后，yuong，yi，ni，wen开始废了起来……
跳“卡门”，腰siam到，腿断掉，超爱演的！！
哈哈！
也见到了两年没见的台湾朋友——怡如，还是那么sweet，
冠宇、怡均、王慧姐也会在明天抵达大马……
好久没见了，终于有机会再见面了……yuhoo！！^^

后天是yuong的大好日子--考licence，
希望好天气，好心情，好考官，
最重要：好成绩！！不要再fail了啦！
每次都给我这样的suprise！！
这次一定要顺顺利利，加油咯！！
哈哈！

接下来就是这星期六/日--“真我风采”营了，
虽然无法全程参与，但会尽量配合，
希望，这两天一夜的camp好天气，
顺顺利利……营员也好好学习，好好enjoy！！
想回去，前两年的同个时候，
ni, yi, bean, xiang和我还在忙着“胜我四季营”，
还蛮怀念那个时候，
那么快就两年后了……
时间真的过得很快，好好珍惜每一份每一秒。^^


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Life ends when U stop dreaming.. ^^

刚刚check mail，发现了一些很好的句子，
让我想了很久……

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things.

Make every day count.

Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again

"Once the game is over, the king and the pawn goes back into the same box.

In the country of blind, the one eyed man is the king.

"Life ends when U stop dreaming,
Hope ends when U stop believing,
Love ends when U stop caring,
Friendship ends when U stop sharing "

对我来说，每句都充满内在的意义。
昨天喝茶后，ice便载camel回家了。
回着的路上，剩下我，hiao ni和ice……
ice突然说，他觉得虽然整个假期他都在忙，
但却不知道自己在忙些什么，
觉得过得很没有意义，没有学到东西，
他希望每时每刻他都在学习一些新东西。


他的话顿时又敲醒了我，
以前的我，很好学，什么东西都想试，都想学，
但现在呢？变得很懒惰……什么都不爱学，越简单越好，
不应该是这样的，
我的生活少了一份梦想，
也越来越不相信我所相信的，
我的梦想……是什么？？
看来是时候好好深思了，
Who I want to be??
当你想成为一个怎样的人，你就会是怎样的人。
加油^^


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Perlis Kakom 2009 ~~

上个星期五，差不多每个matric朋友都陆陆续续回到banting了，
而我，因参加matric一年一度的大型运动会(KAKOM)，
必须跟学校到perlis去打乒乓。
星期五一大早，所有kakom代表和带队老师，共两辆巴士一起出发。
到perlis已是晚上八九点了，打扫了住宿，吃了宵夜，
便回房冲凉睡觉了。
很不喜欢那里的住宿和厕所，太肮脏了……那时真的好后悔参加kakom……
星期六只是warm up，晚上的余兴节目就是观赏wayang kulit……还蛮有趣的！
一到场，每间学校就不停的喊口号，唱校歌，比口号，拿着各州旗乱飘……很搞笑！哈哈！
马六甲也少不了“londang in……”（我校的口号）
星期日一早就开始比赛了，晚上便是闭幕典礼，有认识了一些新朋友……hehe ^^
穿着厚厚的sweater，厚厚的track suit，带着帽子，拿着重重的旗在草场步行……大家都飙汗了！！

星期一，比赛还是陆陆续续地进行……大多数比赛都已到四强了。
我也输了比赛……有点难过，只想快快回家……哈哈！
星期二便是所有比赛final了……成绩也揭晓了！我校KMM拿了第五名！
还蛮不错啦！哈哈！晚上闭幕还蛮有意思的，大家开始交流，交换各校旗子，
绕着大礼堂，拿着别州旗乱跑，大家不分种族，一起大唱大喊rasa sayang……
还拍了蛮多照片的……很开心！yuhoo~~

星期三一早，大家便收拾好行李准备回家了。
我们便陆陆续续的离开了perlis matric……
我们有到gua kelam参观一会，也去了padang besar逛逛……
有买了些吃的回家，因为真的没东西买了！哈哈！
3pm才正式从perlis出发回家……
到了PJ已是1am了，妈妈和三姐12am就从家里出发到subang了，
三姐竟然迷路了，找不到USJ TOL，我好担心哦！
因为两个女生而已，半夜还迷路……
不过半小时后，三姐终于到了……
谢谢老师们陪我等了那么久，谢谢三姐跑到那么远去接我，
谢谢妈妈不管多爱睡，也一起去接我了……
一上车看到家人，就好开心好开心，
共坐了16小时的巴士，一小时半的车程回到家，
3am到家，真的好累好累！
但回到家，躺在床上，真的真的很开心……
好爱我的家！！谢谢我的家人……看见你们，我真的开心！！
回到自己的hometown……才发现banting真的很美好！！
在外波的朋友……记得多回家乡，没有其他地方比自己的家乡更好了！
home sweet home.....^^


-wen-

头脑怎么了？？

上个星期三就开始头痛了，
到星期五还是一样，
妈很担心，就叫爸爸星期六早，来在我回家了。
星期六一早，是kakom larian（merentas desa），
爸爸叫我不要去跑了，但当天状况蛮好的，
我就决定跑了！！
结果，拿了第十五！！哈哈！
有点可惜咯……没piah到top 10……
哈哈！

然后，就跟娥娥，carmen，巧宜她们去cafe B吃午餐了，
闹了不少笑话！哈哈！
爸爸从pahang赶来，差不多1.30pm到校，
我便收拾东西回家了。
回到家，4pm……我坐车都坐到腰酸背痛，累死了！
别说爸要驾那么远，那么久的路程……辛苦你了！！

晚上，跟家人去吃了晚餐后，便去看医生了。
医生说没事耶！可能是压力造成！然后，就给了些止痛药和relax otot的药！！
哈哈！
我还好担心脑里不知长了什么，害我那么痛！
吃了止痛药，的确有好些……
希望，真的没事啦！也不要再病倒了啦！
真的很讨厌生病的感觉！！又弄到家人都那么担心……haiz！！

陈慧雯……好好照顾自己啊！！
不要再让家人操心了！
下两个星期的UPS加油咯！冲到底了！！哈哈！
明早要回校了，已经开始习惯学校的日子，
所以不再讨厌回校了！！哈哈！
UPS……aza aza fighting！！！！^^


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Headache ~~

Last night doing math exercise...
oh no...head like going to pika boom...
so pain...duno why...
1.30am beh tahan....fell aslep...haha

Today morning slep till 7.15am just wake up...
damn tired, sleepy and still headache now...
Yesterday after received his call....no mood to play ping pong also...
felt so moody...what he want o?? aikss....

Today is Kuala Langat secondary school speech competition...
still remember last year i was standing on the stage....so gan jiong...
now 1 year d...time passed so fast....
and wish dua jim...wakil SMK Telok Datok this year...gambateh and try ur best ya!!
get a champion for SMK Telok Datok...hehe...
i think he now already standing on the stage and performing his speech d...haha
wait ur good news !!! ^^


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My simple life ~~

Yuhoo...finally start blogging again...
haha...
Just finish my english class and suddenly got a strong feel to write blog...
then terus go in CC and online...haha...
Actually my life in KMM is quite simple...eveyday just study study and study...
7am wake up...
8am class...
1pm lunch break...
4pm finish class...back hostel sleep...
5pm happy hour >>>>sport time...ping pong/ squash/ tennis....
that will be the most enjoyable time for my whole day schedule...
haha....
7pm bath...
8pm dinner...
9pm study...
1am slep...that all...
this la my daily activities here....
haha....
quite boring compare with my life in hometown actually...
coz no more hang out...no more yam cha...busy with study...coz exam coming soon...
and stressing too...
but quite enjoy this different lifestyle...
sinple but tired...just focus on study....
hehe....

Sometime still miss home, hometown and frens...
but not that serious homesick d...can adapt the life here and try to enjoy it...
and yesterday was a selection for ping pong bergu in coming KAKOM...
Final i won jor...and going to take part in coming KAKOM in Perlis....
yuhoo!!! haha...
but my partner no longer my 8 years partner hiao yi d....
change to a malay gal le...haiz....
and go KAKOM has to sacrifice my 1 wek mid sem break....so sad....just has 1 week time stay in banting...
but for my KO-ku 10 marks...boh huat la...haha...

Wen's having a very very simple life now...
totally different lifestyle...and quite enjoy it...
happened too many things for the past few months....
anyway, as miao miao said...all has over...the most important is NOW!!
Ya...will make everyday a simple but meaningful day for me...
all the best ---- WEN ~~~


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Wen's back ^^

雯回来咯！！！哈哈哈！！
我每天日等夜等……就是在等星期五！
因为可以回家了！真的超想念banting的一切一切。
在马六甲读书，变得很爱哭，很想家。
动不动就哭，是也哭，不是也哭。
上课上到一半哭，吃饭哭，做功课哭，睡觉前也要哭！
aiks……我是怎么了？？变得那么脆弱了，好像一碰就会破一样。
昨晚，做完功课回房后，就马上收拾好要回家的东西了。
心情超开心的。前天，有跟octupus聊了一会，真得很久很久没跟她聊聊了。
超想念我们在5C的日子！哈哈！

最近睡觉前，都有个习惯，一定要跟hiao ni通电话后才睡得着，暧昧到~
哈哈！最近，真的很依赖hiao ni，想到回家可以跟骆驼们hang out……
哇……这种感觉，让我哭了好几夜！！哈哈！
昨天半夜，那里下大雨，刮大风，一直打雷，
住在最高楼（四楼）的我，超怕整栋楼回倒下的！傻到~~哈哈！
真的很想念很想念我的朋友，我的家人，我的骆驼们！！
刚刚，五点多到家，
一回到家，心里真的开心到无法形容，
一直不听地跟妈咪讲话，好像几百年没见面一样。
哈哈！

在那里，也跟他结束了一切，
就这样，我们又回到了原点。
我们的故事也终于到了结尾，画上句点（。）

待会要跟camel gathering了，超期待的！！
此时应该是我这几个礼拜以来，最开心的一刻了！！
哈哈！
明天，也要跟camel去shopping，狂吃，狂玩……
爱死你们了！！哈哈！
希望，这几天可以好好enjoy大家在一起的日子！
yeah....cheers!! ^^
雯……be happy oh~~hehe ^^


-wen-

Leaving ^^

再过六个小时，就要去读书了，
没想到竟然在离开的前一天，update blog，
哈哈！
最近发生了很多事情，
有开心的，有不开心的，太多了，
无法一一诉说，
希望，离开去读书后，
新的环境，开始新生活，
enjoy my simple life...hehe

这几天，都在忙着读书的事，
真的快累坏了，一天都没睡几个小时。
第一次有那么不舍得家的感觉！
一定会很想念我的床，
一定会很想念妈煮的菜，
一定会很想念家里的一切一切，
现在才发现，原来我那么黏家……哈哈！

东西都准备到七七八八了，
这几天都收到很多朋友的祝福，
叫我加油，好好照顾自己，
放心……我一定会的！
谢谢你们的祝福哦！
也希望可以适应那里的环境，
好好的读书！^^

最近发现，时间真的过得很快很快，
快到在我们都不经意之间溜走。
想回去，之前还是新年耶,
接着，我开始工作，
过后，我又要去读书了。
一月二月好像才过不久，
现在已是五月了，真得太快太快了！
这几个月还过得蛮充实的,
学了很多课业上学不到的东西。
时常都告诉自己，一定要让自己活得很精彩，很有意义！！
不要让时间溜走了，回头一看，回忆却是个空盒，什么都没有。

简简单单，
也许你会发现，生活多了许多呼吸空间！
加油！
Wen's leaving...
start a new life....
simple life....
aza aza fighting!!! ^^


-wen-

回到过去^^

最近，
开始在烦着要读什么course，
要读哪里了，
越想越烦，问别人的意见，
也越问越烦。

这短短的两个星期，
觉得发生了很多事，
自从决定离开，我就再也没想过还有可能会再回到那里，
不过，最终，我还是回去了……
而且，真的很开心，
我真的很想念她们！！
一起努力的感觉，又再次回来了！
哈哈！

这星期五，就要去G7-----yong belar了！！
很期待，不过也很担心，
担心training不够，爬不上……
哈哈！
希望，好天气，好心情，一切顺顺利利啦！

最近，突然很想念读书的日子，
为SPM努力的日子，熬夜的日子，
灌咖啡的日子，真的很怀念！！
时光能倒流吗？
真的很想回到过去……

突然累了……
真的很累……
现在只希望，可以把“东西”都收拾干净，
赶快去读书，
简简单单的日子……我依然想往 ^^


-wen-

终于回来了！！

昨天，8.30pm左右，
去到了机场接他，
拥抱了一下，你终于回来了！
哈哈！

他的华语都说得怪怪的，
音调都变了，
马来话也不会说了，
哈哈！
一路上，听着他诉说那里晚上好多星星，
还见过好几次流星雨，
时常都能许愿，好羡慕哦！
说到我也好想尝试那里的生活，
他还一直强调：那里的空气，真的很清新！！

头发长了，还是短发比较好看！
终感觉他好像已经不太适应这里的生活了，
马来西亚，好像变得很陌生了。
看到他电话的照片，看得出他很enjoy那里的生活，
也很不舍得那里。
回到家，帮他收拾行李，
想回去，一年多前，
我也在客厅帮他整理行李，
那时才刚要去，
一转眼，回来了！！
真的很想念他……我哥！
hehe……^^


-wen-

我的立场……矛盾！！

为什么每次都是这样？
我的立场到底是什么？
我以为我明白的东西，
但其实我一点都不明白。
我以为我了解的东西，
但其实我是最不了解的那一个！

有时，很想坚持我的立场，
但，我不知道自己的立场是什么？
总是夹在矛盾里。
我真的清楚自己要什么吗？
每次都是这样……真的很讨厌！

每次都没有一样事情，
是明白自己的立场，而坚持到底的。
有时坚持某样事，不是因为认清事实，
而是因为没有勇气去承认事实。
我就是这样……
问题一来，只想逃避，
只会在无路可走时，
才听天由命……
事实摆在眼前，
却找一大堆的借口来让自己下台。

当初，坚决地选择退出，
如今，却不知道自己在努力些什么。
当初，坚决地决定走下去，
如今，却不知道自己该如何走下去。
简简单单……是在自欺欺人吗？
加油……给自己多一点空间吧！


-wen-

为什么要欺负好人？

今天，工作上有做错点小东西，
不过，就因为是小东西，
所以弄得我好自责，
那一点小东西都做不好，
真的觉得自己超笨的！！
haiz……

心情已经有点down了，
没想到过后，又被我发现一样事情，
我的心情真的down到极点，
好想哭哦！
他是个那么好的人，
怎么可以酱子欺负他呢？
我真的替他觉得超不公平的！
好人就可以这样子被欺负吗？
真的是气死我了！！
请不要酱子对他好不好！！

希望他会自己争取，自己应得的东西吧！
不要再酱子被欺负了！
看到他，我就觉得他好可怜……
不要弄到我哭！拜托！
你要加油！！^^


-wen-

学车记^^

上个星期六，
也就是情人节当天，
我第一天学车，
超开心的！又有点怕怕！
哈哈！

6pm上了小龙的车，
他解释了clutch, gear, break,油后，
就换我驾了！
走了几圈，开始驾到巴士站那条路，
那时是放工时间，超多车的！
走了几圈，还蛮顺利的，
直到最后一圈，
前面的摩托车突然慢了下来，
我赶快emergency break……#%^ki%#%ki￥%
心跳加速！！
小龙看着我：你还会失控的哦！几恐怖一下！！
哈哈！

走着走着，
鸽子突然飞到我的路中间，
我说：要撞到它了怎么办？
他说：不会！
我说：会！
他说：不会！
我说：会！
他说：不会酱准的啦！酱准撞到它，我今天中头奖咯！
哈哈哈！
原来，鸽子有长翅膀的，我没撞到它……
哈哈！

今天，放工后就在家等小龙了。
7.30pm左右才来载我，
上了车后，绕了几圈，他就叫我驾去仁嘉隆了。
8pm，已是一片黑暗了……
才学过一次，要驾那么远？？
真的很怕很怕死火，
结果，驾着驾着，
就越来越敢了。
回到banting，驾回自己家，
没死到火，几开心一下！
哈哈！
学车记就此结束……
期待续集……
hehe……^^


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工作状况^^

今天，
想向大家报告我的工作状况，
目前，开始忙起来了，
也许是刚开始接手吧，
好多东西都不会，
又得自己找答案。
还真的觉得，每天去工作，都在找答案。
不懂的东西，都要自己去摸索。
虽然有点压力，不过，真的学到很多。
也很谢谢三姐教我很多关于acc的东西，
慢慢的，三姐已成为我找答案的clue了！
哈哈！

每天放工后，都好想去跑步，
真的肥到不像样了，
不过，没人陪我去，
一个人走去有点怕怕，
所以，每次都用这个借口来偷懒！
真是肥狗+废狗！！
哈哈！

刚刚，跟骆驼们喝茶，
怡没来，但来了只大陀夫……
什么名嘛？！
笑死人了！
哈哈！

好啦……
报告完毕，要去update陀blog了，
期待哦！！
hehe……^^


-wen-

回到过去^^

人不是一直往前看的吗？
怎么我一直往后看的呢？
最近，好想回到过去……
总觉得以前的日子都过得很充实，
现在的日子，好像没有了目标，
也不知道自己要做些什么，
好久好久，都没有为自己所做好的事而觉得有成就感了。

以前，在忙搞活动，
知道自己的目标就是要搞好活动，
一定要成功。
所以，不管多辛苦都会撑到底！
之后，在忙考试，
知道自己的目标就是要考好成绩，
一定要考好，
所以，不管熬夜再累也会撑到底！
现在，刚开始工作，
也没什么好忙，
没有目标的日子……
还真的好想回到过去……

也许，之前忙透了，
现在，该好好休息吧！
还是比较喜欢忙透了的日子……
那份满足感，
那种成就感，
开心多了……
哈哈！^^


-wen-

面试成功！！^^

今早，去面试了，
几紧张一下……
哈哈！
短短的十分钟，
走出那办公室后，超开心的……
面试成功了！
哈哈！

明天就得开工了，
要告别闷闷无聊的日子了，
hehe……
希望，工作顺顺利利啦！
要加油了！

今晚，要去蓉家party，
又要表演了……
几期待一下！
希望，今晚是个happy的聚会吧！
哈哈！
开心的一天……^^


-wen-

闷闷的日子^^

新年就这样过去了，
大家又回到各自的岗位，
忙各自的事了。
我……
又回到闷闷的日子了，
真的好闷！

不过，
明天要去面试了，
有点怕怕哦！
毕竟是第一次嘛！
哈哈！
希望，一切顺顺利利啦！
真的好想找点事来做，
不然，我快生蜘蛛网了……
最近的日子，
真的闷得无法形容啊！！
haiz……


-wen-

意义的一天^^

今天一大早，
就被老爸叫醒了……
不过，超谢谢他的，
因为，今早我过了一个很充实的早上！
哈哈！

不知道为什么，
今天超多想法的，
也做了很多事，
也觉悟到很多东西，
也听妈咪讲了很多道理，
哈哈！

昨晚，烦得睡不着，
在床上滚了两个小时，
也想了很多，
也决定了很多事，
最重要的是：决定戒咖啡！！
今早跟妈妈讲，她也超高兴的……
hehe……

希望，
一切会更好啦！
简简单单……
加油！！^^


-wen-

闷透了！！

今天，是中小学生开学的日子，
一大早，个个都上学去了，
以前的雯也一样，
不过，现在没得上学了，
好想念我的校服，
好想念我的班……

这几天在家的日子，
简直就是闷透了……
很多戏要追，
但懒惰追……

想找朋友喝茶，
又懒惰出去，
怎么2009年的我，
变得那么堕落啊？
哈哈！

今天，又是无聊的一天，
整天没节目耶！
真是闷透了！
是时候找我的budak anjing喝茶了，
真的超久没见到他们了！
也超久没听他们吠了！
哈哈！
mizz ur guys...


-wen-

2009的第一天 ^^

昨晚，倒数庆祝到很迟，
也超high，超开心的。
回到家，洗澡后，
躺在床上，已是3.30am了，
好累好累！
就盖了被被睡着了。

今天，是2009年的第一天，
充满希望和期待。
希望，骆驼们说的缺点，
在2009年都可以慢慢改善，
一年要比一年更精彩哦！

昨天，在yuong家，
也超高兴的！
可以和她们一起分享我2008年的所有事情，
总结就是，
2008年里，算是发生了蛮多事情，
有开心的，也有难过的！
不过都过去了，
也决定放下全部不开心的事，
今年一定要活得更精彩！！

希望，这2009年，
可以……
健健康康，
开开心心，
简简单单……
hehe……

朋友们，
也祝你们，
放下不开心的事情，
2009要活得更精彩哦！
加油！！
新年快乐！！^^


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